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[01 Jun 2003|02:07pm] |
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well my bunny died yesterday. i had him for 9 years so i guess he lived a pretty good long life. im still really going to miss him. even though he was a rabbit he was my rabbit. anyways other then that nothing much is new. i stated my 2 summer classes last week so i have tons of homework. plus i am working at the pool now and doing an internship with troy police department. so basically i have no time for myself. thats ok its only for 2 months so ill have 1 month this summer to do more things for myself.
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| first soccer game |
[15 May 2003|06:20pm] |
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i havent played soccer since high school. but kristy got a team together so it should be fun. its coed so maybe we will play against some hot guys. fun stuff. oh yeah my sex toy party is on sun at 2 so if you wanna go let me know and i will give you directions cause its not at my house. school is finally over well atleast until june. i got 3 A's and 1 C. i really should have done better in that class but oh well. shit happens. this weekend is going to be so much fun. im going to the hoe down. its going to be a blast!
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| one more week left |
[07 May 2003|06:52pm] |
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well im done with 2 of my classes now only 2 to go. so far i got an A and C. im kinda pissed about the C but out of 30 kids that started in the class, only 8 stuck in it through the year and over half got C's. so atleast i passes. i found out today that i am going to be doing my internship with Troy Police Department. it wasnt my first choice and i wish it was closer to my house but it will work. maybe it will get my foot in the door for a dispatcher or something.
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| fun times |
[05 May 2003|03:28pm] |
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well i actually had a pretty good weekend. friday i bitched out my boss and i thought that he was going to fire me, but he just told me to go home and calm down. that guy pisses me off so much but im not even going to get into that one. sat i went to danielles graduation. it was long and boring but she was glad i came. dr duchan came too and he slept through almost the whole thing. then i went over stacy's cause she had a party. lets just say fun times. i drank alittle more than i should have, but it was still a good time. then a bunch of us went to the bar and we almost got kicked out cause me and matt were fighting. but his friend pat was our counselor and made everything better. lol. some girl is coming to look at my mustang today. i wanna sell it for the money but i love that car. well im off to school......one more week and im done!
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| sometimes i just wanna...... |
[02 May 2003|09:37pm] |
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cry. i wish i had someone to grab me tight and told me. i had such a bad day today it wasnt even funny. not even to metion yesterday. why is it that every year it is my birthday someone important to me or should i say someone who i thought was important to me forgets my birthday? i waited all day for that someone to actually call me and he didnt. oh well i guess. atleast it wasnt as bad as last year when my own bf forgot it. that was the worst. so today i really went off on my boss at work and started swearing at him. he called my manager and she told me to go home and cool done. but i couldnt do that. i could leave everyone else there to suffer. i really really need a new job were i can work with people that actually appericate you. why cant i find that? nothing ever goes right for me. more and more i am really thinking about moving to cali. i want to start a whole new life. i wanna meet all new people. i just want everything to go right.
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| mustang time |
[29 Apr 2003|11:24pm] |
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well i got the mustang out from storage. i missed that damn car. but its up for sale so i probably wont have it for to much longer. lots of memories in that car, i mean lots. lol. thats ok though i need the money so its best that i sell it. probably next summer i will buy a new one. they will always be my favorite. 2 more weeks and im done with school. i cant wait. well actually i like going to school, most of the time. only one more semister and ill be done for awhile i think. oh yeah im having a sex toy party on may 18 if anyone wants to go call me and i will give you directions cause it is not at my house, barb and dan would shit a brick. lol.
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| some people have the nerve...... |
[23 Apr 2003|11:26pm] |
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today i went to the police academy. i cant wait until i get to go to it. i was planning on going into it in feb. but i think i might wait alittle longer before i do it. it is going to cost me $4000 just to go to it for 16 weeks. plus i wont be able to work during it so im going to have to have alot of money saved up to pay all my bills. so im now kinda thinking that i might just say in school and get my bacholers degree and then apply to different cities hoping one will hire me and then pay for me to go to the academy. i cant apply anywhere right now besides detroit cause im only 19 and i dont wont to go there. every where else you have to be atleast 21. so im not to sure what im going to do anymore. im also thinking about maybe going into the marines. so who knows. anyways so people really piss me off. i dont want to mention any names......dave. i mean come on give me a break do you really think i would go out of my way to go past you gf or what ever the fuck she is house? seriously what kind of person do you think i am? do me a favor and dont call me anymore. your a waste of a friend and i just ger pissy everytime i talk to you. its just not worth it. and you can go and buy your own damn book to look at. so im making peanut butter cookies for eric right now. it better like them or im going to be mad since im going to be up until 1 in the morning making them for him. the things i do.....
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| good times |
[22 Apr 2003|09:48pm] |
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well i had a really really good night last night. i went out to the bar with robin and a bunch of mikes friends. i met this really nice guy thats a fireman : ) i love meeting me people. anyways so the bar was a fun time even though i was the only one that couldnt drink, boy i sure love being 19. everyone was so wasted. after last call i went over brads house for alittle bit. fun time. he reminds me so much of mike. mike called robin yesterday and he thinks that he might be coming home at the end of summer. that would be great cause i miss that kid alot. he is one person no matter what kind of mood im in, he can always make me laugh. : ) anyways today was hard since i didnt get home until 4:30am and i had class at 8am. but i was worth it. lol. fun times! night.
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| nothing could be better |
[26 Mar 2003|07:11pm] |
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well everything is going pretty good for me right now. school is going great! i talked to one of my teachers and he told me that i only have to take 12 credits next semister and i will be done. i thought i was going to have to take alot during the summer and then like 16 next semister. there will be alot of me friends graduating with me so that will be pretty cool. i still am not to sure what i am going to once im done with that. either i will go to the police academy or i will go back to school to get my bacholers. i am leaning towards going to the police academy right now. ive been working out alot lately. im finally starting to feel alittle better about myself. ever since i was with don i gained some weight and now im loosing it : ) i still have aways to go but atleast im starting somewhere. i need to really getting my ass in shape so i can pass everything in MCOLES. hopefully in july/august i will be going to colorado with amanda jamiee kelly nicole and everyone else. i miss hanging out with all of them. but its even harder now that i moved. but atleast we will get out one trip of the year in, right amanda?!? lol. i saved a puppies life! over the past 2 weeks i have been taken care of this little yorkie puppy that almost died. i he's been hooked up to iv fluids and i had to wake up every hour to feed him and all kinds of shit like that, but he made it. he is still not all the way better but hes doing great compared to before. all the doctors told me that he was going to die the first night i took him home. well i just proved them wrong didnt i?!? i would really like to keep him, but i just dont have time for another puppy. but i have got sooooo attached. hopefully he gets a good home. im going to be putting my mustang up for sale this week. im sad but i can use that money. so many memories will be going with that car. alot of memories that i want to let go and never remember again. i should be getting a new car soon too. i dont want my explorer anymore. its too big and ive hit too many things with in. my mom and dad are going to take it over so i can get a new one. i want an esclipse, but i think that they are kinda expensive. i just have to wait and see. well its time to work on my briefs for class tomorrow. everyone have a good night.
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| la la la |
[09 Mar 2003|10:31pm] |
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nothing much is going on around here. mike was home this weekend and i didnt get to see him : ( thanks to danielle. but i talked to him for awhile. they told him that he will probably be shipped out by thursday. my poor mike. i should be graduating in december. so no more school for me. well i probably shouldnt say that cause i want to have then as associates in law enforcement. cause if i get shot or something where i cant be a cop anymore then im going to be fucked. so i might just take a year off or something. who knows. one more week of school and its spring break. i should be leaving on thursday to go to cali but no i got fucked over. oh well ill just work alot and drink alot this week. well im off to bed. 45 56
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| funny shit |
[03 Mar 2003|09:07pm] |
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so this girl that i went to high school with (she was a grade below me) came in to the vet today and filled out a application. well i took back to my manager and told her if she even thought about hiring her that i was going to quit. so anyways this when i was with dave he use to go over her house and i know he did shit with her, when i was with him. so why in the hell would this girl come and but an application in? how stupid can she be. so anyways it gets better....she happens to be in my class that i have tonight and she sits behind me. well as i was walking to my seat my bookbag hit her hot chocolate and it spilt all over her. i felt kinda bad but it was pretty funny at the same time. she wouldnt even stay for class. boy you gotta love people.
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| wow its been a long time |
[28 Feb 2003|10:25pm] |
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school is going really good. i have alot harder classes with alot more homework this semister but they are still alot of fun. i have become really good friends with lot of new people from school too. a good friend of mine left last night. he is in the marines and he got activated. ive never been so close to someone who was involved in that kind of stuff. i know that he knew what he was getting himself into when he decided to do that but im still scared shitless of him. then to top that one off im WAS suppose to go to Cali over spring break but the girl i was going with is in the nut house so im not going anymore. i was so excited to go cause i was going down there to talk to cops to see what i have to do to be a cop there and i was going to do ride alongs and shit. and i was going to learn how to surf. so this week was a pretty hard week for me. then i try talking to a so called friend named dave, but all he was was a damn ass hole. lets just say im going to remember this one and if you ever need someone dont even waste your time calling me cause all im going to do is press end. anyways im going to get fuckin wasted this weekend so that everything will be better after that. oh yeah im going to florida in may with danielle her sister and eric. me and eric are going to fly there and danielle and her sister are going to drive cause they have to go to a wedding a few days before we go. we are going to have so much fun. im also going to colorado in july/aug with a bunch of old friends. i wish that i talked to them all more than what i do. but i guess everyone just went there seprate ways. atleast we talk once in awhile, but i just wish it was alittle more. well im off to bed, i get to work bright and early tomorrow. nite nite
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| what do you do when..... |
[20 Nov 2002|09:07pm] |
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you think that you are in love with your best friend? i love the way things are now between us but sometimes i wich that it could be more. he is the only one who can put a smile on my face when im done and make me laugh. he is the first thing that i think about when i wake up and the last thing i think about before i go to bed. my family loves him to death and they always asking me why we arent together. but im afraid to say something to him because i dont want to ruin our friendship. man i just dont know what to do.......
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[20 Nov 2002|08:53pm] |
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well this weekend was alot of fun. im still trying to recover from it but its all good. me and matt went to danielles and they all started drinking there. i was going to be the dd but that sure didnt happen. i was just going to have a few in the begining so i could drive how. well i had a few and a few more and with in acouple hours i was in the bathroom getting sick. which really sucked ass. everyone was treating me like i was 2. i wasnt acting stupid and i was falling all over i was just getting sick. so everyone at work is pissed at me and i dont know why. but whatever almost everyone is gay there. soon ill be out of there and i wont have to worry about it anymore. im going to be applying for a cadet position in southfield. i would be doing minor reports, writing parting tickets, paper work, ect. it pays $12 an hour pays for my school and the police academy. the only thing is is that it is in southfield, but i think that it is worth it. they go through the whole process as if i was applying to be a cop with oral boards physical test and all that good stuff so it takes like 6 months. so i think im going to apply for it this week. hopefully all goes well.
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| boredom |
[15 Nov 2002|09:29pm] |
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well there aint shit to do out here. im so bored. i guess thats kinda good cause im getting alot of my homework done and im getting a decent amount of sleep. but it sucks cause i have to wake up at 4:30 4 days a week. oh well. school is still going great. and i cant wait to see what my classes are going to be like next semister. tomorrow i have to go to a holiday party for work. we have to get ALL dressed up. im not digging that part to much. im wearing my friends old prom dress and im getting my hair all done up and shit. then im going to danielles house and getting fuckin wasted. lol. memories : )~
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| boy its been along time |
[10 Nov 2002|09:26pm] |
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i havent wrote in here in forever and im super bored right now so i decided to write in it. lets see.....first of all i moved last weekend. i leave at 22 and heydenreich now. its nice i guess but i miss my old house. i liked having my bedroom in the basement. now im up stairs which sucks. then i have to drive 40 min to work every morning, but hopefully ill have a new job soon. the only good thing about it is that its bran new and its twice the size of my old house. oh yeah i got a new car too. i got a silver explorer. its not what i really wanted cause i wanted a yellow escape but my parents told me that like after a year they will pay for the explorer and i can get an escape. i still have my mustang too and im not sure what i should do with it. right now its in storage. i have it all paid off so i dont know if i should just keep it or if i should sell it. im getting a new puppy tomorrow too. her name is suzie and she is part chow part golden retreive. she is such a doll. i cant believe that my parents are even letting me keep her since we just moved into a new house. they told me i have to sign a contract with them on the rules about her. lol my crazy parents. oh yeah and im done with guys. they are all nothing but ass holes. well atleast some of them. to tell you the truth i dont even know what happened with me and don. ever since he told me he didnt have time and then all of a sudden he did again, it just wasnt the same. but thats ok cause i already know who my husband is....matt...well atleast that is what dr. duchan tells me. every day at work me and matt both hear it. i dont know not right now anyways but maybe some day. he already has met the whole family cause he helped me move and everyone really liked him. i guess only time will tell. im going to the bahamas for spring break this year with kelly and nicole and who ever else goes. i love going on vacations. my plan is to go some where like that every year. school is going really really good this year. i love my classes and the people who are in them with me. ive made some pretty good friends already. on devils night and halloween we had to patrol the streets of roseville and my group did a drug bust. it was the coolest thing ever. these 2 old guys were dealing right in front of us and they didnt even care. to bad they didnt know we were working with the police and they were on there way. stupid people i tell ya. well im off to bed. ~45~56~
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| now i truely think your an ass hole |
[23 Aug 2002|01:52pm] |
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how can you be with someone for almost 2 years and then sit there and tell them that you never loved them? yeah i know that we didnt get along all the time but we still had alot of good times and i loved you with all my heart. i guess i should have listened to everyone who told me that i was wasting my time on you and you were just using me cause i did fuckin everything for you. i still wanted to be your friend but after what you said to me yesterday i really wouldnt care if i ever saw you again. i will no longer talk to you what so ever so dont even try to call me cause im only going to press end on you. but what ever im not even going to get myself all worked up over you cause you are nothing to me. all you are is a damn ass hole. anyways on a better note i stayed at dons house last night : ) and tonight he is staying at my house. even when im at my saddest he still makes me happy. boy i love that kid. i got my hair done today. i got it highlighted and cut. its weird cause the girl that did it went to cousino and we are friends of friends. small world. then tonight im going to get 2 more holes in my ears. then im done. ill have 7 in one, ear 5 in the other, my belly button, and tongue. i think thats enough atleast for now. i started to work out today. i feel so good about myself when i do. i wanna loose atleast 20 pounds before christmas. i can do i know i can. i think im going to get a membership with matt. cause if i work out with him i will get a good workout. well its nap time. later dudes!
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| we need to sell our house |
[11 Aug 2002|11:40am] |
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well nothing much has been going on at all. i have just been working alot. i work between 50-60 hours at the vet each week and then i work at the pool acouple times a week. i know its alot but im making good money : ) once school starts i will only be working at the vet and not the much ill be full time but i wont have so much over time. i need to focus on school more. yesterday i got my toes and nails done....they are so cute. i was going to be my ear pierced 2 more times but i didnt have time to so one day this week i will. today my mom was looking at me and she goes "you didnt get anymore holes in your head did you?" i thought that she was talking about my tongue cause ive had it for almost a year and she still doesnt know about it. but im like no more not yet. it was kinda funny. we are having open house today. we really need to sell our house. we are going to be moving in less then a month. im excited but sad at the same time. im so excited that i am going to have a bran new house with all new stuff in it, but im sad cause i have to many memories in this one. everything was going good between me and don until yesterday but i dont know whats is going on. i was kinda pissed cause he knows that i dont like it when he smokes but he still does when we are around people. then we stayed the night at one of my friends houses and he told me to go to bed. i mean i know he was trying to be nice cause i had to work at 6 in the morning but still when im tried ill go to bed. he didnt only say it once he said it like 5 times. so i dont know. i hope we get everything solved cause i really love this kid.
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[20 Jun 2002|12:53am] |
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im not really sure what to do anymore. the last couple nights i have sat up crying for hours and i really dont know why. don is great. hes everything i could ever want in someone. he opens doors for me, he leaves me roses on my car, calls me all the time, lets me do what i want when i want, and so on. well tonight he told me he is in love with me and now im so scared. i dont love him. im still in love with dave. he wants to be in a serious relationship and im no where ready for that one. i just dont know what to do or think. im so confused. things are great right now but i miss the little things like "his" kiss his touch his smell. as much as i know i cant go back part of me would do anything to be in his arms again. oh well hes happy. its time to forget for good. well this is my last entry like this, im making this friends only so if you wanna read this comment and ill probably add you.
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| still going strong |
[13 Jun 2002|12:25am] |
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the last couple days have been going really good. yesterday i had to work at the vet and the pool. don came to the pool with me to keep me company. it was very nice of him. it goes by so fast when someone else is there. it reminded me of dave of when he worked at art van and i would make him lunch and he would eat it there. anyways after that he took me to the brimingham water fall. that is really a neat place. then today work was kinda shitty until they told me that i got a raise. i really needed that one and i think that i deserved it too. i felt sick at work so i got to go home early. we don had me come over. i get to his house and he has his room filled with lite candles and he tells me he has something for me. he gave me a body massage with this really cool lotion. it like put me to sleep and it made me feel better too : ) thanks sweetie! well im off to bed and i have another long exciting day tomorrow.
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